Official Website under reconstruction
By Nicholas | March 21, 2009
The link to my “official website” is not fully functional at present. The website, beautifully designed by Rui Soares Esteves and his partner Pedro Ramos, went offline. I am hoping to restore full functionality soon, complete with sound samples, articles, poetry etc.
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God Homeland Revolution - and Hamlet
By Nicholas | March 11, 2009
On Saturday I will be playing the complete music from my latest CD in Montijo, with texts read by André Gago, in the first of a series of “Hamlet Concerts”. But the first two months of this year were filled with something very different, the preparations for a Portuguese Music theatre piece entitled “Deus Patria Revolução”, created by composer Luís Bragança Gil and writer Luisa Costa Gomes, which brought together, and frequently combined or superimposed, Fascist and Revolutionary songs, marches and hymns, and much besides, from the last fifty years of Portugal’s history. The intention was ironic and largely comic, and the reactions of the public at the first performances at the end of February in the Belém Cultural Centre were, on the whole, very enthusiastic. I was responsible for much of the transcription work, which became a fascinating journey into what was for me largely unknown territory. Four excellent soloists, Alexandra Moura, Inês Madeira, Fernando Guimarães and Rui Baeta, and a choir of eight singers (Voces Caelestes) were joined by an unusual and very creative group of instrumentalists (Orquestra Aldrabófona) consisting of clarinet, trumpet/acordeon, trombone, guitar, doublebass and percussion, with myself at the piano. Pictured here with Fernando Guimarães is Inês Madeira in a memorable performance as the seductive and independent “other woman”.

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Seasons greetings
By Nicholas | December 23, 2008
Wishing all a wonderful Christmas season, and a truly positive New Year in which to discover our truth - however different it may be than what we have imagined.
Somehow I believe that even a star killed by clichés
recovers its light in the blank void of somewhere.
It sort of reminds me of where I am going
even though I only vaguely remember that place… (Zayra Yves)
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Radio Interview
By Nicholas | December 22, 2008
In November I was interviewed by Manuela Paraiso of Radio Europa (Lisboa), to talk about my CD “Hamlet” and about my work in general. The interview is in Portuguese and divided into two parts, both of them accompanied by music selected from my improvisations. Here are the links:
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Performer & composer, viewed sideways
By Nicholas | October 25, 2008
Since my last post I gave a performance in France of the pieces from “Hamlet”, and have developed a new chapter in my teaching to coincide with our move to the brand new building of the Escola Superior de Música de Lisboa, in Benfica. I am now researching the question of interior listening in the context of 3 different classes - those of improvisation, aural training for singers, and score reading. At the same time I am beginning a new group experiment in improvisation for instrumentalists.
Here, after a long pause, are the two other texts from 1999 of which I spoke in my last post.
2. NOT THE SAME PIECE
When a musician sits and plays a piece of Schubert
it is not the same piece which Schubert wrote.
When he wrote it, it was not an object but a process,
through which he gave feeling to the world;
but with the passage of time it became an object,
the object of manipulation.
Feeling is universal - it belongs to us all.
Schubert speaks for us all,
and if we attribute certain feelings to Schubert
it is because we are afraid to own them ourselves,
preferring to handle them through the filter of history.
Is it possible for a player to play without manipulation?
That depends on his motivation.
His sincerity must match Schubert’s sincerity,
and then maybe Schubert can help him to express himself.
3. ART THE DICTATOR
Art is the dictator when the dead artist rules.
When the dead artist rules, there can be no question.
There can be no question so one must obey.
The reward of obedience is beauty.
Beauty without obedience is false.
Beauty belongs to the dead artist.
Beauty belongs to the past.
The present is ugly because we are ugly.
The present is ugly because it is the present.
The past was beautiful.
We do not deserve the past.
That is why we are living now.
The living artist seeks self-worth.
He knows the dead artist rules.
So naturally he must rule too.
He rules through his art.
So his art is dead before it is born.
Anything else would be questionable.
Beauty is questionable.
Questions are dangerous.
Answers are dangerous.
Answers imply understanding.
To be understood is to be vulnerable.
It is better to die first.
© 1999 Devil’s Advocate
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My new CD “Hamlet” and some thoughts about the listener
By Nicholas | July 6, 2008
I finally had the launching of my latest CD “Hamlet – 11 improvisations for piano”, on the 28th of June at the Fábrica do Braço de Prata in Lisbon, organised by André Gago and Teatro Instável, the producer of the CD and of the original performances of the play for which my music was created (a 12th track on the CD consists of music for flutes by Armin Pircher, which I used as the music for the mime in the original production).
My friend the composer Luís Tinoco kindly agreed to make a presentation of my work, beginning with an overview of the different forms of improvisation practised these days, in an attempt to put my form of improvisation (which he saw as a little different from the others) in some sort of context. He then confronted me with some questions on the process by which the music came to be, and I linked my answers to a performance of several of the pieces, with the help of my careful transcriptions.
Five days later, quite by chance, I had the opportunity of playing some of the CD again in the same room, as part of a festival, “Festa Paradoxal”, organised by Luisa Costa Gomes. I was also involved in a totally improvised collaboration with an exceptional young actress, Sara Carinhas, who read a selection of very unusual texts, taken from writings of Gertrude Stein and two Portuguese authors, to my musical accompaniment. It was a brief but rare pleasure, echoing in some way the end of the text below.
In thinking in advance what I might say to explain the process whereby the music of the CD came to be, and how I manage to play the music again, I unearthed some texts written by me in 1999 as a preparation for a live improvisation recital I gave at that time. These short texts actually say very little about my work, but try to cast a light on my attitude to the role of the three protagonists (the improviser must be all three simultaneously) in any musical performance – the composer, the interpreter and the listener – in a very provocative way, which is why the last of the three is signed “Devil’s Advocate”. Here is the first:
1. Music belongs to the listener
If the listener owns the music
then all is changed.
If the listener owns the music
he knows his rights.
But he must also recognise
the rights of every other;
and everyone can accept
what the other knows as true.
He can say “I accept
your truth as true for you
but retain my truth
as true for me…
We agree not to differ
but rather to expand
our understanding of what
the TRUTH may be.
We agree to believe
that the TRUTH is far bigger
than anything
that anyONE can see.”
Art need not be a battleground
where people lose self-worth
but rather a marvellous labyrinth
where souls can meet on earth.
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Passion and fireworks (and a great fall)
By Nicholas | May 11, 2008
“If you have three minutes to spare and yearn to replace noise with peace, jarring discord with blissful harmony and ugliness with beauty, visit Love’s Sanctuary, where Zayra and Nicholas will invite you into a refuge that clears your mind and changes the colours of your day.” Ken H.
The name of the man in the wheelchair is Ken Haley (it is he who wrote the commentary to my video at the beginning of this post) – click here to hear him reading a chapter from his previous book, Emails from the Edge. He and Dõv Baron have a striking past experience in common. They both fell from a great height some 17 years ago, and survived the physical torture of a broken body by sheer passionate will. In Ken’s case it was a suicide attempt in the wake of his experiences as a frontline journalist in the
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Love’s Sanctuary
By Nicholas | April 26, 2008
My latest video adventure, entitled Love’s Sanctuary and uploaded to YouTube and other sites a few days ago, seems to give the effect, even more than my last, of a seamless integration of poetry, painting and music. Perhaps this is because of the effortless stream of emotion of the music, or the subject matter of Zayra Yves’ poem. Or perhaps there is a clearer logic to the choice of paintings. Whatever it is, there is present some latent power of synaesthesia which has the potential to affect people somewhat like the touch described by Zayra in her poem:
how you might just touch me
in one minute to change life as I knew it…”
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Poems, poets and ‘Pilgrim hitchhiking…’ (multimedia video)
By Nicholas | April 7, 2008
In January I was studying with my son the life and poetry of that extraordinary multiple personality, Fernando Pessoa. For my son it was in preparation for a Portuguese exam, but for me this was a timely excuse to penetrate further the multi-faceted world of a man who wrote under many different names (the chief ‘heteronyms’ being Alberto Caeiro, Ricardo Reis and Álvaro Campos) and believed in his ‘fictional’ identities more than in his ‘real’ self.
I was at the same time unknowingly preparing myself to discover the work of a new poet – Zayra Yves, whose creative ‘melting-pot’ confronts our sense of identity in a profound, but utterly different, way.
Most of us have an urge to try and fix the boundaries of the identity we call ‘I’, and so the notion of having several identities is at the least strange, if not downright disturbing. In my case I had struggled long ago with what were, for me, the conflicting creative impulses of composer and improviser, to the extent of leaving my home country to discover where my loyalties truly lay.
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Transatlantic transcriptions & performers
By Nicholas | March 21, 2008
Today is Good Friday, the heaviest day in the Christian religious calendar, and I have spent much of it transcribing a piece called “Heaviness” - the first track on my latest CD ‘Hamlet’ (to be launched soon at the Fábrica do Braço de Prata, watch this space for details) - this music accompanied Hamlet’s first soliloquy in André Gago’s production last year (see previous post). At a launching it is normal to perform some of the music on the CD, but in my case I can only do this by transcribing the contents first, as all my CDs were recorded by a process of pure intuitive improvisation. Now transcription is very hard work, and I had always been against the idea of recording improvisations, let alone writing them down. But I was persuaded to try for the first time in July 2001 in New York by my friend Dante Anzolini, who thought others should have the chance of playing the music. In reality its prime use has been to allow me to play it again, and I have used these transcriptions for concerts ever since then.
Dante and I were both working at the time with Bob Wilson and Philip Glass on their opera The White Raven (O Corvo Branco), for its very successful run at the Lincoln Center Festival. The one Portuguese singer still in the cast (the première had been at Expo 98 in Lisboa) was Ana Paula Russo, who gave a memorable performance as Queen. Here is a short video clip of her entrance (taken from the Madrid production in November 1998). For full screen click here.
Ana Paula Russo’s most recent appearance was in another queenly part, as Mrs Morris in Terry Jones and Luis Tinoco’s ‘Evil Machines’ (three of the male members of that cast - João Merino, Fernando Guimarães and Marco Alves dos Santos - are currently performing in Paulo Matos’ mini-opera competition, along with Margarida Marrecos, Natasia Sibalic, and Inês Madeira). But the starring female role in this case went to Ana Quintans, who transformed her personality to an astonishing degree in her quest for liberation as the girl Nancy. In two weeks time it will be her turn to sing in New York, albeit in a very different musical context - at Carnegie Hall, with William Christie and Les Arts Florissants.

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